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Friday, October 31, 2003



BANGSAT!!! BINGUNG MO NGAPAIN, YA UDAH GUE SCAN AJA BAJU GUE

Minggu Kelabu

Bingung!!!!! kalah mulu maen Ps, padahal ama Amatir2 kaya Cheppy, Nopi, Ayam, Ipey, Adang dan gara2 orang yang gue Bold, gue jadi berpuasa Ps selama 1 minggu.




Cuxry ::::: 10/31/2003 10:53:00 PM

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Tuesday, October 28, 2003

A Beleaguered Boy



Every student stares to the teacher who gives explanation about the lesson. The teacher explains without gives an attention to the boy who is sitting in the middle row of the class. The boy sits and stares the emptiness. His face shows any emotion. Suddenly, the boy stands and said, 'what do you know about reality of life?' and then, he opens the front side of his bag and turn out something from the bag. 'These are my reality,' he said. He shows his electric bill and other bills. 'I have to pay this with my f***ing own money,' he said. And the boy stands and leaves the classroom. In his way home, a big man greets him and hinds his back.

The boy turned his head and said, 'hey, Mr. Jones.'

The man said, 'hi Jeremy, why don’t you go to the pub?'

The boy said, 'I’m on my way there.'

And then the man offers him a ride, 'so let’s take my car,' and then, both of them ride a car to go to the pub.

The place that they were aimed is a pub; the pub is a home for the boy. In that place, he is working as a helper. He works after he finishes his school time.

After they have arrived in the pub, the boy walks s toward to a truck that brings the boxes full of beer for the pub. The boy lifted every box of the bears. And then he sits in one of the boxes and then Mr. Jones sits next to him.

'Did you have a nice school time this day?' Mr. Jones asked him.'They tough me bullshit this day,' the boy answered, 'they said about the reality that they don’t understand exactly, they are locked by the idiot theory.'

'Ha…ha…ha...' Mr. Jones laughed loudly.

'Why are you laughing?' the boy confused.

Mr. Jones said, 'You should not blame them because I guess it was your fault being different from them.'

The boy said, 'Phew, it just makes me sucks, why they do not accept me as the other and nevertheless I have to accept them as the others for me.'

'Ok, I know you better than them, your transition is different than them because they are raised by money and on the other hand, you are raising your own money.' Said Mr. Jones. 'It is your parents fault, they left you before your time is right.'

The boy said, 'Please Mr. Jones, don’t talk about that evil couple.'

'But last news I heard your father was get caught because robed a granny bag, what a shame.'

The man said. 'And where is your mother now?'

The boy said, 'He is moving out seas and married with an Arabian, maybe she loves a man with a big cock. Therefore, I don’t care about them.'

'You don’t have to be that way, they still your parents,' said the man.

'What kind of parents? Parents who make me have to pay their price.'

'Yeah, it is hard for me to convince you because you are very extreme dislike with them,' said the man while smoking his cigarette.

'I wont hate them, if they were not treated me like an animal,' the boy said and took a cigarette from its pack and continued with said, 'I am not an animal who has an instinct to find his own food.'

'Jones, come here a minute!' a screaming came from the pub office.

'Boss called you, Mr. Jones', the boy said.

'What next old man?' Mr. Jones mumbled and walking to the office, 'Wait a second Jimmy.'

'What is boss going to talk about,' the boy asked.

'You will know later,' said the man as he is walking to the office.

The boy is sitting on the one of the boxes while waiting for Mr. Jones. Unintentionally, The boy is watching Mr. Jones is debating with Boss from the distance. Not for a long time, Mr. Jones is coming out from the office with numb face.

'What’s going on Mr. Jones?' asked the boy.

'It is going to be a bad news for us,' Mr. Jones replied, 'because that damn half Japanese man is going to back to his country, his crime is suspected by police.'

'What! It is impossible, what about us?' the boy shocked and stand from his sit.

'I am not thinking about us, I am just thinking about you,' the man said.

'Why you think about me?' the boy asked again.

'Because I am the assistant of our boss, I will go with him.' The man said, 'If I stay here, the police will arrest me and investigate me where is boss.'

'Can I go with you to Japan?' the boy asked Mr. Jones.

The man stares at the boy and said, 'I am sorry, the boss said he does not want to take a risk by taking you to Japan.'

'Why? Because I am just a little boy and I will be a burden for you,' the boy said abruptly.

'No, it is for your good because in Japan the boss has a lot of enemies and he is a dangerous mob who is surrounded by other dangerous mobs.' The man said by touching the boy head.

'Ok, I understand all of you are tired in caring me, I’ll go find my peace in another place.' The boy shouted and run leaving Mr. Jones.

'Jimmy… Jimmy… wait,' Mr. Jones is trying to chase Jeremy but He is running too fast because trigged by his sadness.

Three days after the debating day, 08.00 in the morning on Monday. The pub looks so quiet that shows the pub has already closed. For about 2 km from the pub, a boy who is known as Jeremy is standing and crying in the edge of the top building shocks a crowd of people. The building is placed in front of the school that Jeremy used to go. He stares at the school and the crowd of people below him. The people is trying to notice him, it is a dangerous to stand there. Several minutes later, police has come and they are trying to temp Jeremy to down with the stairs on side of the building. Jeremy ignores them. Suddenly, a cop has already on the building but Jeremy realizes it.

The police said, 'Hey kid, lets go down.'

'No, I better stay here,' said Jeremy.

'But you are risk yourself, lets go home,' said the cop.

'I am on my way there,' said Jeremy.

'What do you mean?' said the cop.

Jeremy said, 'This is not my place, I am not accepted in every corner of this world and finally, I have found the better way to find my immortal peace. Bye sir, thanks for remind me.'

Unexpectedly, Jeremy closes his eyes and jumps to the crowd of the people.

'Kid…kid…hey…' the cop is yelling but it is too late to stop him because Jeremy has go to the place that he wanted to go. His body is lying on the street in front of the building and looks so peace.




Cuxry ::::: 10/28/2003 06:14:00 PM

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Forever in Lie to Her

She is hiding somewhere
She does not know I am fading
However I know it is not her idea to hide
It’s my mistake for being so different outside
My heart would not let her go
But my ego
It will be a short time if she were here
It is forever feeling to forgive myself
Would she know me there?
If I did not get together in this tree

Too Strong

The great speaks my path
He is the owner of fact
Pain, happiness just simple illustrations
My life is easy going with His words
Too strong for me in breaking His words
It is impossible for me as a dot to clash against My Pen







Cuxry ::::: 10/28/2003 02:05:00 AM

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Sunday, October 26, 2003



A clock is ticking before and after
Exhausted, but it doesn't
Unstable, it's constant
Glorious, It moves toward
Death, Immortal
Fighting it is useless
So lets live with it and temp it to be our friend




Cuxry ::::: 10/26/2003 06:04:00 PM

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Friday, October 24, 2003

A wise man said put your past away
But when you stuck and regret
And faith that you don't want to face it
Comes to you
You wanna go back to the place you were wrong
Either do I
Either do they
Sorry, if I may to conclude that everyone has the same thinking to walk back
I PROMISE YOU, YOU CAN KILL ME IF YOU DON'T THINK OF THAT EVEN IT ONLY ONCE IN YOUR LIFETIME...




Cuxry ::::: 10/24/2003 09:49:00 PM

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Wednesday, October 22, 2003



Grunge These Days for a Better Tomorrow
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Spoiled makes us happy
Imagining, sitting on the King's chair is nice
Fighting on the street seems silly
Dear, I don't like your advice

Our, different of them
We get my own way to pass the deep dark path
It doesn't mean I don't want to be like them
Cause life like a math

Cobain, Vedder, and many more taught us lot of things
Is not because they are famous
But the way of they think
It so influencing us






Cuxry ::::: 10/22/2003 11:39:00 PM

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Tuesday, October 21, 2003

Setuju gue kata si enon yg namanya cinta tuh permainan. Tapi klo gue bilang lebih tepatnya permainan judi, dan taruhannya adalah hati (perasaan). Apabila kita menang hati kita akan berbunga dan apabila kalah, yaaa, mau ga mau kita harus siapkan perasaan satu lagi. Yaitu, sakit hati.



Cuxry ::::: 10/21/2003 01:11:00 AM

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Thursday, October 16, 2003



Never Tired Goddess
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In 1959, God spoke the greatest thing for me. At that time, she never realized that she will be a super angel for me. In 1981, she took "a gift" from the Maker. I know she was happy and going to take care "the gift." "The gift" is learning how to be his goddess. Too much pain that I gave and I know I will give her more, but she keeps on smilling to inform me that it was wrong. And if she should angry, it would be the anger with true love. If I have to write down her best perform for me, I have to spent all of the ink on earth. I know someday, if I should be a mate for my goddess. Me and my goddess should love our gift.




Cuxry ::::: 10/16/2003 06:02:00 PM

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Wednesday, October 15, 2003

Unreachable, Even by Sophisticated Transportation
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There's a place where people sing more graceful than birds
All of the hosts is smilling on the ceiling of the opposite
Can you hear the snakes cry, said one
It because love leads us, said his mate

Surrender now is useless
Because we have met the power directly
It for forever
So shame, we only live twice




Cuxry ::::: 10/15/2003 05:35:00 PM

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Sunday, October 12, 2003



Patriot
by Pearl Jam


And the rivers shall open for the righteous...
And the rivers shall open for the righteous...
And the rivers shall open for the righteous someday...

I was walking with my brother,
And he wondered, oh how I am.
Said what I believe in my soul
Ain't what I see with my eyes,
And there's no turning back this time.

I am a patriot, and I love my country,
Because my country is all I know.
Wanna be with my family,
People who understand me.
I got no place else to go.

I was walking with my girlfriend.
She looked so fine, I said
"Baby, what's on your mind?"
Said I want to run like the lions
Released from their cages...
Released from the rages
Burning in my soul tonight.

I am a patriot, and I love my country,
Because my country is all I know.

And I ain't no communist,
And I ain't no socialist,
And I ain't no capitalist,
And I ain't no imperialist,
And I ain't no democrat,
Sure ain't no republican either,
I only know one party,
And that is freedom.
I am...I am...I am...

I am a patriot, and I love my country,
Because my country is all I know.

And the rivers shall open for the righteous,
And the rivers shall open for the righteous,
And the rivers shall open for the righteous someday...
Someday...someday...




Cuxry ::::: 10/12/2003 01:13:00 PM

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Thursday, October 09, 2003

Beautiful is Distance Away

People who meet say you are perfect
The man who meet you will love you
First times with you made me fly
Two times with you made me blue

No one just like my dream
In that dream you are beautiful
In fact, Phew, pathetic,
or is it the dream itself is not beautiful

If that so, I guess no one or thing is beautiful
even dream





Cuxry ::::: 10/09/2003 02:04:00 AM

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Monday, October 06, 2003

Doni : "Cry, klo kata lu misalnya gue minta cinta dari Dian Sastro, dikasih ngga?"
Cuxry : "Ya ngga lah."
Doni : "Lho kok, berarti sombong dong dia."
Cuxry : "Sombong gimana? ya engga lah lu ngasih dia apa? trus lagian dia ga sombong lah orang kan klo ga kenal maka tak sayang, lagian lu tuh dapet sesuatu bukan dari apa yang lu minta tapi dari yang lu beri."
Doni : "Susah yah cry klo misalnya kita ngejar seseorang yang kita suka?"
Cuxry : "Ah, payah amat lu selagi usaha pasti ada hasil, yang susahnya tuh pas kita dapet hasil yang mengecewakan. Kita bakalan susah untuk bersifat ikhlas baik itu menerima atau memberi."
Doni : "Cry, gue jadi bagian penting lho di organisasi kampus gue."
Cuxry : "Bagus, tapi ingat emang baik jadi orang yang penting tapi yang lebih penting Don jadi orang yang baik




Cuxry ::::: 10/06/2003 01:30:00 AM

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Friday, October 03, 2003



">LIFE IS LIKE A DICK, CUZ IF IT GETS HARD SO FUCK IT!!!



Cuxry ::::: 10/03/2003 10:09:00 PM

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